DeViL_AnGeL

SAD

2004-12-16T02:20:00.000+08:00

Dere r as many nights as days, n d one is jus as long as d other in d yr's course.

Even a hapi life cannot b without a measure of darkness, n d word 'happy' wud lose its meaning if it were nt balanced by sadness.

Ever has it been tat luv noes nt its own depth until d hr of separation.

Depression, when its clinical, is nt a metaphor. It runs in families, n its known to respond to medication n to counseling.
However truly u blive deres a sickness to existence tat can nv b cured, if ure depressed u will sooner or later surrender and say: I jus dun wan to feel bad anymore.
D shift frm depressive realism to tragic realism, frm being immobilized by darkness to being sustained by it, thus strangely seems to require bliving in d possibility of a cure.

Luv nv dies a natural death. It dies bcos we dun noe hw to replenish its source.
It dies of blindness n errors n betrayals. It dies of illness n wounds; it dies of weariness, of withering, of tarnishing.

Luv can smetimes b magic.
Bt magic can sometimes... just b an illusion.

For all sad words of tongue n pen, d saddest are tese, 'It might hav been.'

Dere is no greater sorrow than to recall in misery d time when we were happy.

Y is my existence so perfect wif dark places? N y do I no longer care?

Hw do I say goodbye to wat we had, d gd times tat made us laugh outweigh d bad, I thought we'd get to see forever, but forevers gone away - it's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday

Love is when you take away the feeling, the passion, and
the romance in a relationship and find out you still care for
that person.

As I look out at the Majestic Sea,
I know our love was meant to be;
As I sit, crying in the dark,
Thinking to myself,
With you deeply in my heart;
I only wish I could make you see
How much you truly mean to me.
I wish I could walk up to you
And speak the words that lovers do.
But now I sit here sad and blue,
Wishing I could be with you!

mOOdY~~~

2004-09-29T23:19:00.000+08:00

dUnNo Y sO mOOdY~~~ hAiZ~ dUnNo WaTs On My MiNd?? i MiSS U sO mUcH~~~ LaTe 4 wOrK.... sO sIaN~~ i HoPe I cAn Do NtH But LeAd A HAPPY nEeD Nt Do AnYtHiN9 sLaCk n rOt At Hm KiNd Of LIFE!!! bUt ITsIMPOSSIBLE!!!!! WAHAHa~~ mONeY WuN faLL FrM ThE SKY~~THiN9S WuN B tHe Way U wAn It~~ Y cAnT tHiNGs Be aLL PERFECT??? sO ppLE cAn DuN WoRRy So MucH ThErE wiLL B mOreHAPPY PPLE!!! but wE jUs Gt To dO wAt iS aLReAdY dEsTiNEd 2 be~~~ FATE!!! sOmEtHinG wE cAnT chAn9e!! =[

YEAH!!!

2004-09-27T18:53:00.000+08:00

Finally a new layout is done... this one is not as good as the previous one.... heeeX

=P

2004-09-11T02:57:00.000+08:00

Opps!!! So long nv update my little blog... heee... dun mean it.... to busy at work... and im lazy.... sorry bt tat..... i will update soon.... hmmmm soon.... heee!

hApPy TeAcHeR's DaY !!

2004-08-31T20:54:00.000+08:00

wEnT bAcK tO QSS tO ViSiT bOOkShOp aUnTiE N sOmE oF d NiCe TeAcHeRs..... qUiTe A fUn DaY~~~ bRoUgHt Me bAcK To SeC sCh DaYz~~ KiNdA MiSs iT!!! aLsO mEt Up WiTh sOmE eX-cLaSsMaTeS.... aFtEr ThE WhOLe ThiNG We Go KBOX!!! aGAiN~~HAA!!! wENt WiTh mEimEi NiSe N sHaRoN tEE~~~WE SiNG LiKE mAd!!! I tHiNk D mAnAgEr (sHLd Be MaNaGER) QUiTe HaNdSoMe~~~ hAA!!! qUItE A TiRiNg DaY~~~ GoIn OrH OrH KUn~~~~ YAWNz~~~

Marina South AGAIN!!

2004-08-22T15:34:00.000+08:00

HAA!!! Went drinking again..... Tis time more pple.... Again the Russian Vodka... The seats we took is much more cooler cos theres a Big fan abv... but still lotz of mosquito....... Keep biting me... So itch!!! Argh! Hmm.... Drink quite alot... each of us pay $20... The service not bad... Although only 1 waiter but their service is considered not bad.... Keep up the gd work breeze bar!!! cheerZ!!! So after drinking me, anan, daryl n serene... When we jus leave the place there is a police stop check..... they ask us to get dw the cabby!!! -_- sian~ den ask for our id den ask sum qns n we can leave... stupid!!! Hmm i think i stop here tired~~~

Change New Song

2004-08-18T12:55:00.000+08:00

Yeah!! I change new song liao.... Yong Qi by Liang Jing Ru... I will change a new layout soon... Stay tune and see yeah?? heeX

Marina South

2004-08-15T03:15:00.000+08:00

Went white sand while waitin for JJ to fetch us to marina south.... Went there eat STEAMBOAT AGAIN!! hAA!! Reach there liao dunno wat happen to JJ's girl ran away JJ went looking for her... So we decide to settle down first.... we order for 7pple's share... so they lay the table for us.... So we wait for the couple to finish quarrel... but we saw JJ drive away his car!!!!! Leaving the 5 of us here!!!! Oh My God!!! Wat a Day!! so we discussing whether to eat steamboat as the table all lay for us.... but we still decided to leave and eat nearby as we walk it seems like all are steamboat... den we stop at the old Canto and got a western food... Such a big coffeeshop only 1 Drink stall and a Western food!!! OMG!!!! But the food is nice and only $5 its definitely worth it... the proportion they serve is more than enuff.... Den we go to have a drink at breeze bar.... open a bottle of Vodka mixed with ribena , 7-up n Lime.... I drink only 3glasses.... the environment not bad.... Jus tat they need more fans... Its abit hot over there..... Drink till 3am.... Now im home!!! Tired.... Slping loh!!!

2004-08-13T00:03:00.000+08:00

Taken at Mama hse... heeZ!!!

Tired~

2004-08-12T23:56:00.000+08:00

Went east coast to cycle... Rent 1hr Free 1hr wor...... Haaa... My tupid fren she cycle den see got lots of army guy jogging by the sides and got Tattoo she look till she almost bang into me... Me dun even bother to take a look at those guys man.. Not handsome at all!!!! EEEk!!!! After cycling went to Geylang and eat the famous dim sun at geylang lor 17 there... Yum Yum.... Den went suntec do nothing... and saw the fireworks festival some sort of funfair so take a look but to my disappointment nothin at all.... less than 10 pple there... SianZ~~~ So we took bus 75 back and sing along the way... HAaa!!! Now im home... slping liao....

PuLau UbiN

2004-08-10T23:47:00.000+08:00

Went Pulau Ubin for the first time.... Wake up at 9am and reach Ubin at 11+ and rent a bicycle... Wow !!! Rent a bicycle for $5 for the whole day!!!! Cheap Man!!! Everything there is so natural.... The quarry damn nice!!!Some of the routes is so rough and i accidentally trip over a roots and hurt my toe.... SobZ! Den cycle to Chek Jawa... Its also damn nice there due to the High tides i can see much... there many seashells crab and coral tat been washed up ashore.... hmmm..... after cycling went to eat at a seafood restaurant which is quite famous on the island... the food is nice... much more expensive than mainland but worth it.... Yummy!! After eating i have actually covered the whole island so its time to go back to mainland.... When i reach hm all i do is SLEEP!!! Damn Tired~~~ But its really a nice place...

=P

2004-08-08T05:39:00.000+08:00

Wow quite a numbers of days nv do my bloggie liao~~ heeX!!! was lazy.... hmmm... jus came back frm clubbing.... went rush to get free drinks... haa!! den to angel wah!!! angel nowadays change alot wor!!!renovate nice nice... like the gone for good Club 7's layout...hmmm... but they charge $20 for cover!!!! So EXPENSIVE!!!!! Argh!!! i rather go club 3... but lucky after negotiate with the stupid managers he allow the girls not to pay cover... haa!!! when we went in..... not a single pple at the dance floor.... omg!!! low morale....so i and ting and my xiaomei go club 3 for awhile... its so much diff frm angel... club 3 is so packed and its only 11++ wow!! its much more fun inside.... after dancing for 15mins... we go back angel... and still not a single soul at the dancefloor.... and so ting and jun decide to dance.... but den when they started to dance the song change frm techno to RnB.... even low morale.... haa!! after dancing for 10mins... they decide to tell the DJs to play techno... but dunno wat the DJs said... but after awhile they switch bk to techno alot of pple started to dance at dancefloor... at 2 jun wan to leave so i and ting and xiaomei and ting's fren wanted to go club 3... but den got police... so cant go in... ting was so hungry so we go eat first.... after eating we go club 3... its damn packed!!!! and saw one of my fren she everytime go club 3 the lights got to on as either there are pple fighting or got inspection... so she din even reach more than 5mins... in total of 5times the lights been on for 5times!!!! wah..... den we decided to switch place... haa!!! go back to angel.... till abt 3.30am we decided to leave... and i and xiaomei go Holland V she hungry so she eat and very tired so now i am at hm.... hmmm... slping liao la.... ZzzZZZzzzZZZZ

wohooo

2004-08-03T02:39:00.000+08:00

hmmm.... today qingsheng birthday.... went suntec havin pizzas and went changi village!!! cos they wan to see ah gua(transgender) oh my god!!! wat so nice abt seeing those??? haa!!! aint im pretty enuff?? after tat we went angel.... hmmm sort of bored.... nvm... so long nv go out with frens.... hmmm.... time to slp.......

Kbox

2004-07-30T03:50:00.000+08:00

Jus reach hm!!! so tired!! went to kbox with colleagues!!! quite fun i din really sing cos i got awful VOICE!!! i only add background music which is my COUGH!! haa!!! been coughin for 1mth liao!! dunno when recover!!! hmmm!!! i got to orh orh liao!!! tired man!! tml gt to work!!!!

Wow

2004-07-28T01:05:00.000+08:00

A few days nv update my blog liao wor~~ heeX!!! din have time man~~ jus got put aeroplane by someone~~~ wait so long den kena put aeroplane~~~ humpz! but nvm tat person also wait for me many times liao i also put aeroplane b4 so its ok!! haaa!!! hope tat person din read it !! haaa! hmmm a tiring day my eyes swollen liao! sad!!! haiZZ!!! always din get enuff slp worX!!! 1mth nv go chiong liao!!! kinda miss it worX!!! haa!! k laZ! stop here goin to change a new looks for my bloggie liao~~~

TireD~

2004-07-24T05:23:00.000+08:00

Jus reach hm... So many days nv update my bloggie liao heeX!
no time ar !
im busy!!! haaaa!!!
busy playing gameboy!!
Went to watch Sister with my mei Cailin... The show so and so loh~ not very nice sort of disappointed!!
After show wait for my Kor Tio Sai to fetch me hm ! He jus got his licence !! Abit scary wor!! But his driving not bad quite steady leh!!
Kor if u r readin pls drive me out often wor!! He drive other girls hm wor but also drive me hm too but den...... He make me wait for 2 HRS!!!! TootZ!!! HumpZ!!! Tao yan!!!
And y.day tua me !! say wan to drive me ard den nv wor!!! bLuff me only !!! Tao Yan !!!! Zhu Tou !!! Hmmm~ stop here liao~~~ too tired le!!! go orh orh kun liao!!!

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Lonely Road

2004-07-23T16:07:00.000+08:00

I traveled down a lonely road,
It twisted and it turned.
The path was paved with fire and thorns,
And I was cut and burned.

I tasted love and found it cold,
Not warm and full of charm.
I learned that walls I built inside
Protected me from harm.

And then one day two eyes met mine,
They saw my very soul.
The love they gave healed all my wounds,
And sought to make me whole.

I walked that road again today,
But everything looked new,
Now roses bloom above the thorns,
And all because of you.

Wishing

2004-07-21T13:31:00.000+08:00

As I look out at the Majestic Sea,

I know our love was meant to be;

As I sit, crying in the dark,

Thinking to myself,

With you deeply in my heart;

I only wish I could make you see

How much you truly mean to me.

I wish I could walk up to you

And speak the words that lovers do.

But now I sit here sad and blue,

Wishing I could be with you!

2004-07-19T02:32:00.000+08:00

Pretty DeviL~~~ heeX

Someday...

2004-07-19T02:19:00.000+08:00

Here I am

Where is he

Far away from my heart,

So far so far Away from me...

His smile

His cuteness

So hard to resist,

It's heart breaking

He and i will never be...

Lonely Nights

Spent dreaming

About how it could be,

But dreams won't come true

At least not for me...

Someday

Maybe someday

He will see how much I could love him

And he could love me...

Would You Feel My Love

2004-07-17T11:36:00.000+08:00

If I could see past the clouds above
And reveal unto you my love
Opening up to the stars above
Would you feel my love?

If I could show you wonderful things
Like the beauty of Saturn's rings
Give to you all my precious things
Would you feel my love?

If I walked for you a million miles
And swam across a thousand Niles
Held you close through all your trials
Would you feel my love?

I only know what's grown inside
Feelings I could never hide
I see our future if we tried
Poets would write about us....

If I laid down my life for you
Lived not for myself, but you
Captured distance stars for you
Would you feel my love?

If I took you close in my arms
Presented to you all my charms
Caressed your body while in my arms
Would you feel my love?

If I committed my life to share
Gave all to you my one so fair
And we became forever paired
Would you feel my love?

I only know what's grown inside
Feelings I could never hide
I see our future if we tried
Poets would write about us....

YoZ

2004-07-16T17:50:00.000+08:00

JuS a BoRiNg dAy~ WaiTinG fOr tmL NiTe tO cOmE~~~ Why TiMe SeeMs HaRd tO pAss By~~~ SiAnZ~~ HaiZ~~~

Heart Warmers

It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return, but
what is more painful is to love someone and never find the
courage to let that person know how you feel.

Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before
meeting the right one so that when we finally meet the right
person, we will know how to be grateful for that gift.

Love is when you take away the feeling, the passion, and
the romance in a relationship and find out you still care for
that person.

A sad thing in life is when you meet someone who
means a lot to you, only to find out in the end that it was
never meant to be and you just have to let go.

Then the door of happiness closes, another opens but often times
we look so long at the closed door that we don't see the one which has
been opened for us.

The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch and
swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like
it was the best conversation you've ever had.

It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it,
but it's also true that we don't know what we've been missing
until it arrives.

Giving someone all your love is never an assurance that
they'll love you back! don't expect love in return; just wait for
it to grow in their heart but if it doesn't, be content it grew in
yours.

There are things you'd love to hear that you would never hear
from the person whom you would like to hear them from, but don't
be so deaf as not to hear it from the one who says it from his heart.

Never say goodbye if you still want to try - never give
up if you still feel you can go on - never say you don't love
a person anymore if you can't let go.

Love comes to those who still hope although they've been
disappointed- to those who still believe although they've been
betrayed, need to love those who still love although they've
been hurt before.

It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone, an hour to
like someone and a day to love someone - but it takes a lifetime
to forget someone.

Don't go for looks; they can deceive. Don't go for wealth; even
that fades away. Go for someone who makes you smile because it takes
only a smile to make a dark day seem bright. Hope you find the one that
makes you smile.

There are moments in life when you miss someone so much that you
just want to pick them from your dreams and hug them for real! Hope you
dream of that special someone.

Dream what you want to dream; go where you want to go; be what
you want to be, because you have only one life and one chance to do all
the things you want to do.

May you have enough happiness to make you sweet, enough trials
to make you strong, enough sorrow to keep you human, enough hope
to make you happy and enough money to buy me gifts.

Always put yourself in others' shoes. If you feel that it hurts
you, it probably hurts the person, too.

A careless word may kindle strife; a cruel word may wreck a
life; a timely word may level stress; a loving word may heal and
bless.

The beginning of love is to let those we love be just themselves,
and not twist them with our own image - otherwise,
we love only the reflection of ourselves we find in them.

The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of
everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along
their way.

Happiness lies for those who cry, those who hurt, those who
have searched, and those who have tried, for only they can
appreciate the importance of people who have touched their lives.

Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss and ends
with a tear.

The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten
past, you can't go on well in life until you let go of your past
failures and heartaches.

When you were born, you were crying and everyone around you
was smiling. Live your life so that when you die, you're the one who is
smiling and everyone around you is crying.

Hmmmm

2004-07-16T02:54:00.000+08:00

WeLL.. Finally~ mY bLog is nicely donE!!! Yeah!!!i will change a new layout every week if i got time yeah? do till i tired le~~heeX tired liao~~~ slpy~ i go slp liao~~~

2004-07-16T02:17:00.000+08:00

Crying Blood~ This is how i feel~

Im lost~

2004-07-16T01:53:00.000+08:00

Sux!! Simply sux!! Quarrel!! why??? haiz~ ever since it happen we quarrel~ we at cold war~ im lost~ i dunno wat to do~ really~ cant anyone tell mE??? Things seems to change~ all change~ why? soB~ really wan to cry~ haiz~~~ ="(

2004-07-15T03:06:00.000+08:00

Wow!!! Tats me... heee.... i love this pic... dunno y... i feel th evil in it... waahahaha....

YEAH!!

2004-07-15T03:00:00.000+08:00

Well... new looks for my blog... although still not nicely done but im tryin my best yeah? maybe im too tired le.... hmmm... now im goin to slp for real.... haaa...

Haiz~

2004-07-15T02:27:00.000+08:00

So bored.... haiz~~ so bz to do my blog~~ today jus another day~ awaiting for my off day goin to shop shop shop~~ heee! long time nv shop~ wow! the weather is damn nice.... i wan to SLEEP!!! haaa! jus before i slp i feel like posting somethin hee! ZZZzzzZZZ monster liao time to slp... (-_-)ZzZ

2004-07-09T03:03:00.000+08:00

Its Me! ;)

2004-07-09T03:02:00.000+08:00

DeViLAnGeL

SiAnZ~

2004-07-09T02:31:00.000+08:00

This is the first time doin a blog... hmm... how shld i start neh?? heeX... Me got nothing to do... so i decided to do my own blog.... it may look awful for now... but i think shld be nice in weeks time... so tired.... hmmm... i shld end here..... pple.. ple wait n see yah... i make sure my blog will be nice... ;)